all sudden,

currently im free, the mms are still running,
but im not in duty right now,
pagi tadi dah membanting tulang di jalanan,
penat tak terkata for the past few days,
kalau kasik tido sehari mesti lusa baru bangun ni weh,
and im all alone at my college, semua budak dekat dewan,
haha seryes tak tipu ni,best pulak rase, pastu mule la rasa homsick
utk setengah jam yg lalu hahahaha ok jangan gelak ok,
ok dah serious balik
since im away from my dear family,
ive been browsing thru their photos
thats the only remedy i have to cure up my homesickness,
i will be senyum kambing sesorang depan screen laptop ni ha
hishhh mase cuti kene jaga anak menakan dlu
rasa geram je menyebok je, ade je yangg tak kene,
bile takde? ahaa yopoyo je aunty kiki,
tp bagus jgak duk jejauh,
taught me to appreciate them more deeply,
also in meaningfully way,eceh

oh i missed ayah too at home,
mase hari pertama pendaftaran bebudak haritu,
mase tgh duty tu ternampak la one of pakcik tua ni,
tgh angkatkan beg anaknye,bleh tahan besar weh,
the daughter looking so naive and malu malu,
they both were looking for the direction of the college,
so i came front,greet politely to them,
and pakcik tu tanye dgn slang itu suda lain juga adaa
bukan orang semenanjung daa, sabahan maybe
but i dont know,the pakcik somehow reminds me of ayah,
dulu ayah pun camtu,angkat kan beg nan berat,
sampai level atas skali,memacam lg
tetibe rase kesedaran kat diri sendiri,

yet bile tgk the parents mase tu tetibe rase bangga pastu sedih pun ade jugak,
bangganye sebab semangat parents hantar anak belajar,
tak kesah kene berkorban ke ape,
sedihnye pulak, if bile impian mereka
yang diharapkan utk kite berjaya tak tercapai,
those had made me think alot
in different kind of perceptions,
i realized ive been neglecting a lot on people i love,
ignoring their hope towards me sometime,

but alhamdullilah,
after the past four sems studying,i guess
i felt relieved seeing ayah's face when i showed him my result,
saw him smiling widely without saying anything made me nothing happier,
i think thats among the best thing i could give to ayah,
and ill try to maintain it,insyaAllah

oh anyway,
im enjoying the mms progrqms,
the kursus for the pm too,sangat hectic,
being the pm is not easy to be handle,
getting to know the freshies,
not to say im chasing the popularity,
they are too clueless,i had to guide them,
lead them also understand each of them
mengelabah le juge daku ni,
bile ade yg pengsan didewan tu,
ingatkan tetido rupenyeh?
yaAllah,

theres a lot things i've learned,
a bundle of patient is all i need,


till then,


:)

pengajian semester 5 akan bermula,
utk tahun terakhir,
yang benar