minggu ini,

*ini entry monolog namanyeh,

adelah study week,
almost semua student balik,
saye tak balik lagi,sebab ada keje,
which need to be progress with the lecturers,

tired, restless, numb,
terkejar kejar, terlari lari
lack of sleep as well,
been walking like a zombie,
hari hari sakit kepala
because i was born as procrastinator
so everything went upside downhill
padan muke gwe kadang,

but i felt relief ,
few works have been submitted,
tinggal assesments yg mencabar iman sensitivitiku,
i had really bad critics,betul tak tipu,
way back on the last sem assesments,
nasibnye tak kene baling artworks tu semua,
cume kene lectured dgn di brainwashed,
terdiam dan fobia seketike sampai ternangis sikit,
sensitive time tu kan,rase diri tercabar dikritik,
bile habis jumpe lecturer then keluar dari bilik
muke buat jadi serius,konon cover macho,
aiseh padahal baru nangis kat dalam td tu,

so this time around punye assesments
of my two major subjects
lets pray for the best,
kite boley kawan kawan!
insyaAllah,

and for my exam paper final,
i only had one subject to be seat,
which is the malaysian contemporary art history
yg adelah sangat sejarah,sangat perlu membace
dan sangat perlu byk mengelobrate masa jawab nanti,
i do love reading but i had a problem on memorizing
short term memory lost mode kan gwe ni,
kene slow sikit bile nak kene recall,




truly missing my family
and the kids at Kota Warisan,
they've been calling me few times,
been asking on my condition,
and ive promised myself to meet them
right after the sems break start,
nak jugak gi tengok baby awan sgt sgt,

i missed ayah's birthday,on the 2th tp wished him thru sms je,
yet i missed angah's birthday too which on the 9th,
and just wished her tadi thru facebook,busy la ngah sorry,
your adik is such a forgetful person,

my dear two roomates,na and migha are here
tak balik lambang tgh serabut nak study,
my dear kak shury,my kakak roomate pulak balik,
so tak ade la dengar suare dia for a week,hihi
tapi da rindu la sikit kan haha

what else,hrmm
yup reminder for me,
i need to return back buku designing kat library tu before cuti sem,
still need to shoot for my fine art journalism final architecture,
also for light on street,dpt accept pun sikit je rurururu
need to shoot for the final free theme for fashion,
need to study for the ath paper..

need to stay strong
so i dont feels like a boneless creature,
need to drink up alot of mineral water,
need to take my supplement,
oh ya vitamin abes kene beli,




till then,

i miss you,
i miss you guys,
i miss everyone,