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desktop background of my laptop screen,
my handphone screen,
and here..

an old photograph of my dear nephew ardy danial,
just found it in my old disk,sebab nak cari refference gamba td,
terjumpe pulak budak comot ni
alahai rindunyeh,

he was around 3 years old or less maybe,
he was really all cranky in that moment,
and theres my Makteh besides him,
comforting him by telling him jokes,

i miss her,
i miss the younger version of ardy,
those were the time,
i was in my secondary years,
whenever im babysitting him,
die mesti
suke nak geguleng
suke gegelak tak tentu pasal
suke lelawan pedang otomen with me,penat akuhh
suke ajak cecurik pegi playground without telling neneknye
which is my makteh gwe yg strict ituhh hhohohh
suke jejerit kekuat suruh main lego same same
suke keketuk pintu my room nak masuk kacau
suke kekejar bai roti bile dgr bunyik hon
tp last last sorok kat tepi pagar sebab malu
suke nenanges sebab takut air so mandi kene air sikit je
suke kekesat hingus die kat baju sesape yg dekat ngan die
suke cecakap yg takde kene mengene
hihi


i miss the days watching him growing up
i miss holding him
i miss hugging him
i miss his giggles

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